Courage and Action
Those prayers God puts on our hearts are His way of helping us to do His will. Several months ago, He nudged me to start praying for courage. I found two prayers to Dominican Saints and started to pray. Not shockingly, He also gave me a task that would require that courage.
One of our Dominican Pillars is, of course, preaching. We are the Order of Preachers after all. I have always been a little leery about this aspect of my vocation. I have always dreaded speaking in public.
But God knows best, and He knew that I needed to break through that barrier.
We have a women’s group at our parish called Women of Worth. We have book studies, speakers and other opportunities to grow as a community and in our faith.
At a planning meeting last Spring, I listened to the other women coming up with ideas and mostly sat quietly contemplating what I had to offer as a suggestion for the group. Not until after the meeting did the Lord tell me what He wanted me to do. He asked me to give a talk on prayer.
I am sure it was the Holy Spirit because of how easily the talk came together (I even figured out how to do a PowerPoint slide show!). I told the woman who is in charge that this is what the Holy Spirit asked me to do, and she put me on the WoW calendar for the end of May. It would be a long six week wait. Though the talk was written and the PowerPoint done, it consumed my thoughts as I tried to decide if it needed tweaking (the Holy Spirit would not let me change much!) and spent time practicing.
Finally, the day arrived. I got to the church early and made sure my computer would connect to the projector. It did. As I watched the women gather, all my nerves left me. It was a wonderful feeling.
I was calm and excited at the same time. These women wanted to hear my thoughts on prayer. All the prayers I prayed for courage worked! The talk went very well and as a bonus, was well received. There was very positive feedback which was a lovely pat on the back from the Lord.
As Dominicans, we are called to preach. It may not always be to a crowd, but we need to be prepared for whatever the Lord asks of us. So, pray for courage and see what happens in your life.
Here are the two prayers that I pray:
Bl. Pier Giorgio Frassati:
Prayer for the Courage to Be Great
Heavenly Father,
Give me the courage to strive for the highest goals, to flee every temptation to be mediocre. Enable me to aspire to greatness, as Pier Giorgio did, and to open my heart with joy to Your call to holiness. Free me from the fear of failure. I want to be, Lord, firmly and forever united to You. Grant me the graces I ask You through Pier Giorgio's intercession, by the merits of Our Lord Jesus Christ.
Amen.
To St. Catherine of Siena, Doctor of the Church
Intercede for me this day. O bold bride of Christ, pray for my intentions (mention) which I entrust to you. Share with me your impassioned liveliness for union with God, in fidelity to my vocational calling. Teach me to discern, with clarity and certainty, our Lord's perfect and holy will for my every situation. Inspire me into courageous action so that whatever our Heavenly King may ask of me, be it great or small, I may respond with a generous love and pure heart.Wherever God may place me, I wish to tirelessly serve our Eucharistic hard by serving those He has entrusted to why care. Dear St. Catherine, I echo your prayer, "I trust in the Lord Jesus Christ, not in myself." Amen.
It has become evident to me through all of this, that God has really broken through that barrier. I was asked to preach at a fraternity meeting, with only a few days notice. In the past this would have caused some anxiety. This time, it did not. I wrote what I wanted to say, and looked it over a couple of times. The day of the meeting, I confidently walked to the front of the room and read the reading and preached. I was glad it was so easy. God has a plan for each of you. Pray for courage, and take action.
Mrs. Mary Schultz OP. MI-ANN